[Verse 1: Rivilin]
Watch the image of me move slow
Your angry voice always just makes me stow
The fear I held as a child deep inside
Until the skin starts to break and I crumble
Down, down, down in the undertow
Friends rise above me as I sink below
Into this hell that I made here all on my own
I'm sitting past rock bottom contemplating suicide
Yeah where's my soul
You said I'd never be anything, yeah, so why try?
Floating inside of a capsule till panic subsides
A lack of serotonin so we take SSRI'S
Medicated by someone else to keep my life in a line
I stay high so I can just pretend that everything is fine
I still have memories of my father in the back of my mind
Decide to ruin a family name so I can just pretend
That everything will be fine
When the morning starts with the end

[Chorus: Skylarallen & Rivilin]
Pop a pill, to relate
Can't connect, it’s too late
Digging flesh, wanting more
Making the cracks in the core
Hell's above, so below
You’re tethered, in my soul
In reverse, watch the lights
Fade back and forth 'till I'm gone
I fucked up, I can't change
Wait a sec', I'll explain
Slipping tongues in the rain
The best times I’ll never gain
The forest always yearns
I hear it calling concern
Until I fade away
Maybe my life is in vain?
[Verse 2: Rivilin]
I can tell from your eyes (Your eyes)
See the hate
Deep inside (Deep inside)
I’m too late
Never mind
Feels like I can’t get it right
Fool me once
Fool me twice
I come back
Kill the lights
Curtains up
Show is done
I won’t bring you back to life
I learned from every mistake (What?)
Trust is not something you break (No)
And when I got too much on my plate
I just remember it's fate (It's fate)
Who knew how much it would take
When I got myself in the way (Yeah)
Watching these clouds turn to gray
I’m washing memories away
They told me you won’t be nothing
Except a let down
I'll watch this world burn to ashes
Before I melt now
When they turned their backs
I was laughing with every step
I went from searching for what’s right
Now I’m taking everything left
[Bridge: Rivilin]
Can’t shake this feeling inside
One minute I close my eyes
Then it’s right back to a life
Where I’ve got nowhere to hide
Try to pretend that I’m fine
When I feel so paralyzed
I feel your words in my spine
With every day I’m alive
Now my backs to the wall
I feel nothing at all
And I wonder how I got here?
All the pain from the fall
I feel nothing at all
I feel nothing at all

[Chorus: Skylarallen & Rivilin]
Pop a pill, to relate
Can't connect, it’s too late
Digging flesh, wanting more
Making the cracks in the core
Hell's above, so below
You’re tethered, in my soul
In reverse, watch the lights
Fade back and forth 'till I'm gone
I fucked up, I can't change
Wait a sec', I'll explain
Slipping tongues in the rain
The best times I’ll never gain
The forest always yearns
I hear it calling concern
Until I fade away
Maybe my life is in vain?
Pop a pill, to relate
Can't connect, it’s too late
Digging flesh, wanting more
Making the cracks in the core
Hell's above, so below
You’re tethered, in my soul
In reverse, watch the lights
Fade back and forth 'till I'm gone
I fucked up, I can't change
Wait a sec', I'll explain
Slipping tongues in the rain
The best times I’ll never gain
The forest always yearns
I hear it calling concern
Until I fade away
Maybe my life is in vain?