Watch the image of me move slow
Your angry voice always just makes me stow
The fear I held as a child deep inside
Until the skin starts to break and I crumble

Down down down in the undertow
Friends rise above me as I sink below
Into this hell that I made here all on my own
Im sitting past rock bottom contemplating suicide yeah wheres my soul

You said id never be anything yeah so why try
Floating inside of a capsule till panic subsides
A lack of serotonin so we take SSRIs
Medicated by somеone else to keep my lifе in a line

I stay high so I can just pretend that everything is fine
I still have memories of my father in the back of my mind
Decide to ruin a family name so I can just pretend
That everything will be fine when the morning starts with the end

Pop a pill to relate
Can't connect it’s too late
Digging flesh wanting more
Making cracks in the core

Hells above so below
You’re tethered in my soul
In reverse watch the lights
Fade back and forth till im gone

I fucked up I can't change
Wait a sec ill explain
Slipping tongues in the rain
The best times I’ll never gain

The forest always yearns
I hear it calling concern
Until I fade away
Maybe my life is in vain

Skylarallen:
I can tell from your eyes
See the hate
Deep inside
I’m too late
Never mind
Feels like I can’t get it right

Fool me once
Fool me twice
I come back
Kill the lights
Curtains up
Show is done
I won’t bring you back to life

I learned from every mistake
Trust is not something you break
And when I got too much on my plate
I just remember its fate
Who knew how much it would take
When i got myself in the way

Watching these clouds turn to gray
I’m washing memories away

They told me you won’t be nothing except a let down
Ill watch this world burn to ashes before i melt now
When they turned their backs I was laughing with every step
I went from searching for what’s right now I’m taking everything left
Can’t shake this feeling inside
One minute I close my eyes
Then it’s right back to a life
Where I’ve got nowhere to hide
Try to pretend that I’m fine
When I feel so paralyzed
I feel your words in my spine
With every day I’m alive
Now my backs to the wall
I feel nothing at all
And I wonder how I got here
All the pain from the fall
I feel nothing at all
I feel nothing at all
I feel nothing at all