[Rivilin]
We're sick of being just used by the ones that we love
Won't you say a quick pray and give our souls to the wind
So light a match in the dark and reach a hand out to me
Losing grip over time this god gave up easily

A drug fucked mess at the alter, no your prays no they don't, don't deceive me
I'm feeling sick from all this pressure, from the ones who say they care
I watched my family be abandoned by the church who said that they'd be there
Even my family that my mother usеd to love, abandoned her whеn she was in need

I'm sick of being betrayed by a lover, so disgusted am I
I've become resilient to the affection that they deny through their eyes
Where were you when my mother needed help and my brother was so suicidal back then
I was just a kid trying to keep this family together but it wasn't enough

[$LOTHBOI]
Tainted my blood with some DNA chains
Addiction runs in me genetical fate

My blood is so tainted
I can't help to crave it
I'm drowning in vomit when I be awakened

Abusing myself and I keep coming back
Sophia I'm sorry I left in a flash
I promise I miss you but shit I got issues
I'm trapped in this cycle of booze with a screw loose
I feel like everyday's the same
I say it every song cuz I mean what I say, aye
Like I'm tryna the face pain
But when it's coming in the same wave, every day
I feel just crushed by weight
It's hard to fucking stand up let alone feel okay
I know I feel disdain
At my own life so I fight it every day

I miss your face
The excited gaze
These autumn leaves, ain't feel the same

I lost it all
I gave it up
For a dream, no regrets, but fuck it sucks

I make mistakes
I feel the pain
Associated with me to blame

My life is fucked
Deep-rooted mud
God gave it up, and I had enough
(I've had enough)
[Rivilin]
We're sick of being just used by the ones that we love
Won't you say a quick pray and give our souls to the wind
So light a match in the dark and reach a hand out to me
Losing grip over time this god gave up easily