Rivilin
Mental Scars
[Rivilin]
Yeah, I swear that someone's fucking died in this room
I think it's haunted, I swear it’s haunted yeah
Feeling like there’s eyes just in the corner
They're watching me yeah, it's paranoia always

Feeling like I'm not worth much to you
It's what you said yeah, but they ignore ya and say that
The stars in the sky yeah they're not for you yeah
Cus they don't suit ya, cus your not perfect, not worthy

But I say fuck them yeah they're all just cunts yeah
I'll build a staircase up and grab the things that they deniеd you from the start
So fuck all of this negativity yeah
I don't want to bе sad for the fucking rest of my life and you fucking know that

I'll just show you you’re worth everything yeah
You know that id fucking kill another just to see you get home in the end
Cus I don't give a fuck about another
I just want you, yeah, to start the spark of the ember inside

Yeah cus I feel like your just the fucking one yeah
The fucking one yeah, who puts a smile on my face
I'm sick of fucking feeling like I'm scared yeah
Like I'm scared yeah but I'm not gonna waste this fucking chance
Cus I never fucking thought id be happy yeah
I’d be happy yeah, so what the fuck have you just done to me
Cus you just make me want to be alive yeah
Just be alive yeah, I don't feel like I want to die early

[$LOTHBOI]
(Sloth are you ok?)
What the fuck I'm in a dream (I'm in a dream)
Everything can't be how it seems (how it seems)

This is too good to be true
Man I must've got some screws loose
Lost in my brain
No way this feeling fake

I been fucking happy lately
Just creating in my lane, please
No fucking lames, I just want this feeling safe

So baby don't you play me
Cuz it might just fucking break me
Might just lose my fucking life and take yours on the way b

Sorry, kind of crazy
My trauma fucking made me
A little bit fucked up and now my triggers got me shaking
But do not fucking worry cuz my empathy trump hate, I relate
To the fucking pain, I know we'll find a way
So just hang on to that feeling that I know you stashed away
It's okay baby, manic, but I understand the pain

[Rivilin]
Yeah cus I feel like your just the fucking one yeah
The fucking one yeah, who puts a smile on my face
I'm sick of fucking feeling like I'm scared yeah
Like I'm scared yeah but I'm not gonna waste this fucking chance

Cus I never fucking thought id be happy yeah
I’d be happy yeah, so what the fuck have you just done to me
Cus you just make me want to be alive yeah
Just be alive yeah, I don't feel like I want to die early