The Sun goes down
And so do I
Searching for ways
To pass the time
Bloodshot eyes
Venn Diagram for why I wanna live
And why I wanna die
Circles back to
Not giving a shit
They say I'm a bad influence
Cause Im under it
Can't blame me
Life is exigent
I'm the product of an accident
Often feeling
Home yet alone
Like that movie flick
Wanna take a gun to my head
And empty it

I'm a keep my head up
When I'm fed up
Click the hammer back
Its lead ah
Simmer down is simple said ya
But I wanna go into
Attack -tack -tack -tack
Tryna pull the slide and makе it
Clack clack clack clack
I been tryna pick up all the pieces that been brokеn from me
Fail to find the feeling thats essential for a human to bleed
The body lose the seed
Hunger is lost to feed
Shout out hypocrisy
Hail the atrocities
The mirror showed me
Who the real devil is
Cracked skin
Show the blood of the hellish
Devilish switch faces when it's time to go places
Never safe in my presence
Hide and seek with my patience
Suffer this fear on the daily lately
My head in a whirlwind
Rounding thirty sunk in
Where I stand is on quicksand
Off in the land of no hope
I swear I see a checkpoint
Wearing no name tag
Feet in the sand
Looking around complacent
I made it

Nipping at my heels
Feel the devil take the wheel
I don't feel ok
With the way that things are fucking going
Tried to slow down
But it's pedal to the metal
Gas is flowing
Flames are blowing out the tail pipe
I fail right before I start to climb
Fuck the demons in my mind
Whispering I fall behind
Feeling like I'm driving blind
Into the darkness while I try to find the lime light
My Psyche right behind me
Gripping tightly
Can't keep fighting
Slightly think I might be dying