[Verse]
I tried to keep you alive
But deep down you really wanted to die
I can't say that you're selfish
'Cause I know that feeling inside
Mind stuck, thinking about suicide
It's this thirst that you can't quench with each day going by
Tryna stay alive with the emptiness inside
I really know how it feels to wanna die
I've grieved many many loses, but this one hits different
'Cause that pain was probably eating at you every second
I am so hurt
There's not enough words to explain this feeling that I mourn
Here comes the shoulda, coulda, woulda's in my head
I just can't believe someone so special like you is now dead
You said you wished you could believe in yourself like I believed in you
Man, you had your whole life ahead of you
Wish you saw the potential I saw in you