[Chorus]
I feel like the sky is closing in on me
I just feel like the world is spinning faster
Not found what I'm after, I can hear my thoughts in my head giving out a big loud laughter
I'm finding my way out my misery
[Verse One]
I'm looking outside the window, feeling depressed yo
I am just getting sadder than ever tho and pain killers don't ease the kind of pain that I'm feeling
I'm just gonna think how am gonna plan this, put it into my planning as I'm just wanting to lay in bed and sleep, a sore head like a migraine and it's a very intense and unbearable pain
[Chorus]
I feel like the sky is closing in on me
I just feel like the world is spinning faster
Not found what I'm after, I can hear my thoughts in my head giving out a big loud laughter
I'm finding my way out my misery
[Verse Two]
I sometimes rhyme and write to get my mind back to the happy place and I don't mean drugs
I mean a place where I can be happy and all the things making me depressed and stressed can go but I just don't know, I'm scared to think of how my life is going to go in the future, will I ever die from drugs or just die from suicide or a freak accident and a shooting in being in the wrong place at the wrong time is not what I meant
I lost family members that I want to hear the voices and see them again
Even if they moaned at me, I knew they still loved me and I want to hear them moan at me, I know it sounds funny but this is how shit is when someone goes and you miss them a lot
Just wishing you had a time machine and just back in time to the time where they were alive
[Chorus]
I feel like the sky is closing in on me
I just feel like the world is spinning faster
Not found what I'm after, I can hear my thoughts in my head giving out a big loud laughter
I'm finding my way out my misery
[Verse Three]
I try to be happy but sometimes it doesn't work
I get told by people that when I rap it sounds like it's just all talk
Basically saying that when I rap, it sounds like I'm talking the lyrics instead of rapping it
Putting in the effort but it's really hard to do so, so I'm just gonna try my best and be the best as I can and when I can
[Chorus 4x]
I feel like the sky is closing in on me
I just feel like the world is spinning faster
Not found what I'm after, I can hear my thoughts in my head giving out a big loud laughter
I'm finding my way out my misery