"Rulers"

Uh huh
'Bout to throw a party everybody's been invited
I'm about to throw a party everybody's been invited
I'm about to throw a party everybody's been invited
I said bitch my name is knowledge everything I spit is like lightning
Ah

Hold up n***a what's your purpose?
Tell me what you represent?
I separate conjunctions run on sentences like Alka-seltzer
Dropping jews and knowledge my composite is an open enum
Flowing like a Spanish stream that's sturdy as the hoover dam
And I don't think they understand that I relate the mental pages
Pop a pill my eye be still for propofol for concentration
Put me on a stable fashion like some under observation
Murder beats like people treat a page like it's an operation
Open up your mind without a few sedated medications long-awaited meditation from my mental elevation
Piece of mind to find it by design it was of no relation
Corridor is mighty spacious I been feeling lonely lately
Kill'em with a flow that I bet they never have seen it
Hit'em with a side two wide demeanor
Hurt a boy once and they all just fiendin
Think you can do what I do stop dreaming
Reach for the goddamn spot that nobody ever got till the moment that you actually seize it
Believing achieving the season the corner of an ax of the trees that were there for a reason
I don't even know the person that I am
And I've been searching digging deep is obsolete I'm absolutely incomplete
My spirit's been defeated by the demons that I do possess
I'm too depressed I've been oppressed from pressure I shall not progress
I must confess my heads a mess
I stress about my sanity
I sanctify my soul upon the pew from views of vanity
Just crucify my flesh and let my blood drip on the canopy
Then catalog or catacomb my calling army rest in peace
But mentally I've been deceased then pleaded by my requiation moments of seclusion my hateful thoughts have been procreating and it's no illusion no confusion imma die alone
So don't neglect the lessons offered by my introspective thoughts the mine Kaan fury he'll alert you to a holocaust the putrice in the desert definite daisies and daffodils
The bane of runneth over old pedal just to make it real with all these voices in my head encouraging my malice
Manifest the manuscript it was magnetic and magnificent
My father told me I'm too quick cause ain't nobody listening
But that n***a don't know me when unless I know we really spoke I'm wasting all my time with rhymes ok alright I get it folks
And right before I take my life assist and I propose a toast
Me and the holy ghost discussing issues that he'll only know
But I'm so insecure I never leave my room
I'm terrified that if I go outside then all my fears will soon be verified and I'm stunting my mental growth
I'm emotionally paralyzed
I live inside a paradigm
I wanna die is that a crime
I find that people never care unless the bribe is beneficial
Cut my wrists im tearing tendons and vital vascular tissue
But I realize that if I die today no one would miss me
Time to core another throw my corpse inside a shallow ditch
I been living life alone I just pray the lord forgive me
I think death is beautiful do you think that's unusual