Damn BT

Yeah, yeah, yeah

I'm sitting in this bed
Crying why am I not dead
N***a you heard what I said
You called my problems infrared
Why don't you ever listen
Man I shouldn't have to beg
It's hard for me to function
With the lies that I've been fed

Now my heart is made of lead
You wanna lock me up
Even though you aided and abetted
Some things I said
Even though I'm right, I still regret it
They say I'm too lit
I can't see where I'm headed

Eyes blocked up
Can't see past the tears
I feel like I'm sliding
I can't change the gears
This ain’t the life I want to live
I got nothing left to give
I try and face my demons
But I’m paralyzed in fear