[Intro: Keiko Cupcake, Spoken]
And I was like so proud of myself 'cause, like...
This is working...
Everything I'm doing is working, and I'm making great progress
And I was like, so proud of myself
And now I feel like a big failure
I sometimes wonder what it would be like to wake up and not ever have to think about food
It's just constantly...
It's always on my mind

[Verse 1: ElysianSoul, Sung]
Take me in
Give me one last time to indulge and sin
Take me in
And in the morning, I will start all over again
Take me in
Give me one last high before restriction begins
Take me in
And then I promise to be good from now on, and then
I'll be thin
But for tonight, you and me, we'll take everything
So, take me in
For some twisted demon living under my skin

[Break: Keiko Cupcake, Spoken]
I really feel like I should punish myself tomorrow for doing this tonight
I shouldn't eat anything
And I should just drink water and exercise for hours
You do so good...
And then, like, you stumble
And then you just feel like a giant failure
I'll be better tomorrow
It's always on my mind
[Verse 2: ElysianSoul, Sung]
Take me in
Give me one last night to ease my suffering
Take me in
And then I promise to be good from now on, and then
I'll be thin
But for tonight, you and me, we'll take everything
So, take me in
For some twisted demon living under my skin

[Chorus: ElysianSoul, Sung]
'Cause it's always on my mind
And it's always in my head
Can't stop thinking about food
Thinking what I'm gonna get
Thinking when I'm gonna eat it
And make sure that I'm alone
Gotta swallow all these feelings
And tomorrow, I'll atone
I don't know what I'm doing
I'm so out of control
Cover up the evidence
They'll never know
Punish me tomorrow for what happens tonight
Give me one last meal and I'll be alright
[Break: Keiko Cupcake, Spoken]
I have to accept the times that I stumble
And it's only a failure if I give up

[Chorus: ElysianSoul, Sung]
'Cause it's always on my mind
And it's always in my head
Can't stop thinking about food
Thinking what I'm gonna get
Thinking when I'm gonna eat it
And make sure that I'm alone
Gotta swallow all these feelings
And tomorrow, I'll atone
I don't know what I'm doing
I'm so out of control
Cover up the evidence
They'll never know
So, punish me tomorrow for what happens tonight
Give me one last meal and I'll be alright