ElysianSoul
Torment
[Monologue]
There are these voices
In my head
All speaking to me
All saying the same things

They're all real
They're not real
Telling me that everyone thinks that I'm weak
That I'm not a good person

That I'm worthless
And I have to fight to tell myself
That these voices...
This demon isn't real
It's just a distortion
Of reality

I don't know what happened
It was like I couldn't breathe
And I was frozen in place
I felt my brеath stuck in my chest
I could just hear my pulse so loud in my hеad
Just this rushing noise
It wouldn't stop
And I felt this chill all over me
And I could hear it
And then I could feel it
It was all around me
And it was trying to get me

I just couldn't breathe anymore
And I was clawing at myself
Just trying to get it to go away
And it wouldn't

It was just as if all the stresses that I'd been dealing with
Had just finally reached a point
Where I just broke
And I couldn't do it anymore
And there's just no way out of this endless torment

This torment in my head