[Chorus]
I think about killing myself on the daily
Everyone loves but I feel like they hate me
I can't explain the way that I feel so everyone thinks that I hate them, I hate me
Blame myself for all of this hell
My momma would tell me I need to get help
But she isn't here 'cause she followed through
I guess that explains my mental health

[Verse 1]
I've been through Hell
I used to fantasize about being like evеryone else
But Satan took my mom away, my othеr mom just bailed
I haven't seen my sister since my dad was locked in the jail
Inside is all mine
I sit alone at night and cry in my studio
Begging God, please just tell me why
The only one that really cares is my wife
Don't get me wrong she's all I need
But even she has a family
Who am I supposed to talk to when I have questions about being a father nobody responds to?
I'm tired of learnin' on my own
I just want my kids to grow up in a happy home
They happier when daddy's home
But they would rather see me work a nine to five
You can't afford to sacrifice, just give up all your dreams and die
But tell your kids that they can fly
I wonder why we always fightin', why I'm at an all time-
[Bridge]
Faith broken
Fate knockin'
They loathin'
I'm never getting older
This moment is misjudged
Can you focus this feeling that it's over?

[Chorus]
I think about killing myself on the daily
Everyone loves but I feel like they hate me
I can't explain the way that I feel so everyone thinks that I hate them, I hate me
Blame myself for all of this hell
My momma would tell me I need to get help
But she isn't here 'cause she followed through
I guess that explains my mental health

[Verse 2]
I've been through Hell
These voices tellin' me that I'll never get out of my cell
I used to walk the hallways and I talked to myself
Now I got people always tryna tell me they proud
I don't believe you, I've never seen you
I'll never need you, never please you
So please relieve you, I'm pleased to leave you
Here's a review, your heart is see-through
It's hard to see through
If I'm beneath you then let me redo
I need some peace to breathe, 'cause everybody's countin' on me
And sometimes I just can't sleep
My mind's got me on my knees
[Outro]
I never thought my life would come to this
Jesus made me for a purpose but I feel I may succumb to this
Pressure in my head, your better off dead
I'm a mess, what's success if you have no one left to share it with?