Oh is it Jan again, hahaha
I just wanna feel alright but I don't wanna hear your sorry

I was a liar to myself yeah every morning
You broke my heart and I'm sick of adoring
I can't get over you no more
Nothing would be like it used to before

10 Years passed and I still keep thinking about you
I didn't even tell you but I always wanted to do
I feel like that all my dreams will never come true
That's why I write these songs and live in the stu

I just wanna make sure you're not leaving
I promise I would never ever hurt your feelings
We haven't met each other a long time ago, that has a meaning
No matter what it takes, I'll hold on to you
I am sad and lonely too
I just wanna see your smile on and on again

Someone just told me you're not after me
But I've never heard it from you
I've said it once or twice when I used to be drunk
I don't even know if you noticed that drunk
I got all these questions inside of my head
And I don't even know if I want a reply
I was a liar to myself yeah every morning
You broke my heart and I'm sick of adoring
I can't get over you no more
Nothing would be like it used to before

I just wanna make sure you're not leaving
I promise I would never ever hurt your feelings
We haven't met each other a long time ago, that has a meaning
No matter what it takes, I'll hold on to you
I am sad and lonely too
I just wanna see your smile on and on again