[Verse 1]
There's a man tapping his finger on the desk (tap tap)
That's just what he knows best (knows best)
Butting heads with time
Is the change like the wood in his desk
Or just an effect of his mind? (just an effect of his mind)
It can be both, I guess
But I don't want to see this life for the nightmare
Funny how the world can progress
Is it though? I don't know 'cause (is it though? I don't know 'cause)
Stop right there, look

[Chorus]
I'm not trying to get existential right now
(Don't tell me what I want)
I'm not trying to get existential right now
(Don't tell me what I want)
I'm not trying to get existential right now
(Don't tell me what I want)
I'm not trying to get existential right now
(Don't tell me what I want)

[Verse 2]
Objects hold strange foreignness
In a waiting room that smells orange zest
Big red cap and pro golf weekly
Tubes in nose so he keeps on breathing
Fools rose gold iPhone 6se
Facebook posting, "Mexicans need
To leave so the market stops molesting
Good white men with good intentions"
[Chorus]
I'm not trying to get existential right now
(Don't tell me what I want)
I'm not trying to get existential right now
(Don't tell me what I want)
I'm not trying to get existential right now
(Don't tell me what I want)
I'm not trying to get existential right now
(Don't tell me what I want)

[Verse 3]
Okay, okay-kay, it's okay, it's okay, it's okay
Okay, okay-kay, it's okay, it's okay
Yusuke don’t fight demons
By going site seeing
Ruling the night scheming
Okay, okay
Hole in the sky, bleeding
Hope fills where light's fleeing
My final bet is making dance video challenges

[Chorus]
I'm not trying to get existential right now
(Don't tell me what I want)
I'm not trying to get existential right now
(Don't tell me what I want)
I'm not trying to get existential right now
(Don't tell me what I want)
I'm not trying to get existential right now
(Don't tell me what I want)
[Verse 4]
What do you want?
Is that the devil speaking?
This curiosity just may be a cursed feeling
Like razor blades dull but breaking fibers of my fingers
As I hold on to truth
My body dangling off the building
But I hold on, my will seemingly so fragile
Will not be torn apart, relationships won't be dismantled
The hardest part is the explanation spreads the horror
But we're a miracle that battles through dysphoria

[Bridge]
There is meaning, I say
There is meaning, I say
Is it a gift of god or gift of man or maybe both ways
If I'm an image of compassion then I guess it makes sense
That I suffer with no confirmation of existence
There is meaning, I say
There is meaning, I say
Is it a gift of god or gift of man or maybe both ways
If I'm an image of compassion then I guess it makes sense
That I suffer with no confirmation of existence
Are you happy now?
Bitch, I'm losing it, I'm losing it
Are you happy now?
Bitch, I'm losing it, I'm losing it
Are you happy now?
Bitch, I'm losing it, I'm losing it
Are you happy now?
Bitch, I'm losing it, I-I'm done
[Chorus]
I'm not trying to get existential right now
(Don't tell me what I want)
I'm not trying to get existential right now
(Don't tell me what I want)
I'm not trying to get existential right now
(Don't tell me what I want)
I'm not trying to get existential right now
(Don't tell me what I want)
I'm not trying to get existential right now
(Don't tell me what I want)
I'm not trying to get existential right now
(Don't tell me what I want)
I'm not trying to get existential right now
(Don't tell me what I want)
I'm not trying to get existential right now
(Don't tell me what I want)