[Verse 1: Alex The Threat]
Aye guys it's Alex The Threat
Not El Chapo Savage, I'm not my enemy
I always feel empty, like i'm just a parody
I always got problems mentally
Rap is my recipe and my remedy
Yes when I see my crush with a boy
Yes I get fucking jealousy
I lost my friendships with commentators
Friends from last years, all recently
But when I see them together, I wonder why they never treated me equally
All I do is come peacefully, frequently, but all they say is that i'm here illegally
Secretly I just wish I can go up to him, and beat his ass legally
I just don't fucking understand why people are trying to forget about me
Like i'm Dr. Dre, but the total opposite, cause y'all motherfuckers ain't bumping me
Y'all forgot about the past, and just do a find-a-new-friend-spree
Do y'all even care about me
[Verse 2: Alex The Threat]
All the way back in 6th grade, I was tryna find a new mate
I located, upgraded, like I was in a motherfucking arcade
I wanted that person to be my friend, so I just sat and prayed
We later became best friends and more, but forgot about me like the decades
Yes I know, I fuck up shit, I should be dead, I'm not even perfect
The time is ticked, gotta move to pick up pieces of your heart to collect
I am a addict for you, but I won't let that affect stuff I wrecked
And I'm not gonna let them restrict me and make me look like a reject
Cause every single day, I always gotta hear all of this motherfucking hate
I ruined everything from relationships to friendships, but you don't gotta use it as bait
I don't wanna die from homicide, but by ECS, so I just wait ahead
Cause y'all motherfuckers just want my ass dead