[Chorus]
I feel ashamed no I ain't never had joy
I live my life with no regrets I don't got shit I want more
You see these bruises on my body permanent scars swear I'm tore
Come from the hood they slingin hammers got me feelin like Thor
But them long sleepless nights
I’m taking some drugs help me through the night
One leg on my pride
You hurt me deeply inside
I feel they real they all be there and not be fake or divide

[Verse 1]
No I don't got shit I don't evеn go to school
Lookin for my folks where did they go I swеar I have no clue
We come from the trenches play with blocks you know we got them too
He go pop his shit get out his top and get put on the news
I can't let no hoe can't let no thot thats something i can’t do
I dance with this Glock get out my top and get my ass the blues
Feel like all my peers dont do my best cause i dont follow rules
Know my time is coming watch that clock and tell em bitch dont snooze
Onto the tile they say that im next
I thank the lord i gotta above because
I know ive been blessed
People come right in my life and then they leave me with stress
I smoke this acid get me high and i start flying with jets
Hey hey
[Chorus]
I feel ashamed no I ain't never had joy
I live my life with no regrets I don't got shit I want more
You see these bruises on my body permanent scars swear I'm tore
Come from the hood they slingin hammers got me feelin like Thor
But them long sleepless nights
I’m taking some drugs help me through the night
One leg on my pride
You hurt me deeply inside
I feel they real they all be there and not be fake or divide

[Verse 2]
Conversations with the devil he keep telling me woah
Get in my feelings off these drugs and then I won't be alone
Broken hearts still try to love you can't say that i dont
Where my head i lost my mind i swear to god that its gone
Cause i got guns im not the one then i get labelled a thug
Say im a virgin to this bullshit cause i dont give no fucks
Drink all this henny in my pain but they knew what it was
Now what
The fuck im ‘posed to do when that push comes to shove
But i love i try to love when they say that im wrong
Still i trust i try to trust you when my feelings is gone
And i been running from these demons tryna find my way home
I ever find out you was lee
Ching bet we cutting you off
[Chorus]
I feel ashamed no I ain't never had joy
I live my life with no regrets I don't got shit I want more
You see these bruises on my body permanent scars swear I'm tore
Come from the hood they slingin hammers got me feelin like Thor
But them long sleepless nights
I’m taking some drugs help me through the night
One leg on my pride
You hurt me deeply inside
I feel they real they all be there and not be fake or divide

[Outro]
But those long sleepless nights
I’m taking some drugs help me through the night
One leg on my pride
You hurt me deeply inside
I feel they real they all be there and not be fake or divide