[Intro]
B squared beats

[Chorus: Bagglyfe Tip]
Fighting depression, swear to god this life too hectic
How the fuck I'm 'posed to live when I got loved ones up in heaven
Try to right my wrongs for something, I ain't learn my fuckin lesson
And I can't deal with all this pain and depression
And my heart can't take no more
I just don't know what to do
I'm praying but I need answers too
I'm sorry that I wasn't there for you, the type that you needed me to

[Verse 1: Bagglyfe Tip]
Long nights, no sleep
Taking drugs, no cocaine
Percocets and sip lean
I don't fuck with muddy
Takin all these drugs just to ease the pain
And I'm so tired to right this rain
Things will nevеr be the same
All wе know is guns drugs and killin, go and join the gang
Still screaming Fuck the system cuz they want is all the tame
They don't understand this pain, they never walked up in the rain

[Bridge: Bagglyfe Tip]
Rest in peace
These sting was the get the best of me
Some stain and some went left on me
Xanax the only time that I sleep, that I sleep
Sometimes I wonder if this shit will change
I cry alone cuz they don't feel this pain
They sendin shots but they don't know how to aim
Load up the Glock and I put one to my brain (I'm tired)
[Chorus: Bagglyfe Tip]
Fighting depression, swear to god this life too hectic
How the fuck I'm 'posed to live when I got loved ones up in heaven
Try to right my wrongs for something, I ain't learn my fuckin lesson
And I can't deal with all this pain and depression
And my heart can't take no more
I just don't know what to do
I'm praying but I need answers too
I'm sorry that I wasn't there for you, the type that you needed me to

[Verse 2: Slatt Zy ]
Hooked on these percocets, they have a n***a floatin
And I'm deep inside that water it's like I stepped inside an ocean
Tip say they out there showin fake love like I didn't notice
They said that I'm the golden child like I've been chosen
And to my brother that's yo opp, then that's my opp too
We gon spend all damn month if that's what it take, we trynna kill dude
My brother, pops, and cousin pop them pills, I wanna pill too
It feels great, seen pops stroll on a drill, I wanna drill too
Slide through the 4 of codeine, I'm intoxicated
[?] me that hot shit, he got barred like he incarcerated
Hussle fell victim to the streets, yeah they done shot up baby
You don't know Billy from the 4, you not a East Lake baby
Poppin xanny bars turn me to a monster
Mama don't like it, she ain't never seen this side of me
Puff on this drake tucked in my jeans, this how we gotta be
This fuck n***a think I'm pussy, he gon rest in peace

[Chorus: Bagglyfe Tip]
Fighting depression, swear to god this life too hectic
How the fuck I'm 'posed to live when I got loved ones up in heaven
Try to right my wrongs for something, I ain't learn my fuckin lesson
And I can't deal with all this pain and depression
And my heart can't take no more
I just don't know what to do
I'm praying but I need answers too
I'm sorry that I wasn't there for you, the type that you needed me to

[Outro]
Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh
I see you at the crowd oh
I seen you at the crowd shows
Uhuhuhuhuh
That I wasn't there for you, the type that you needed me to
Oh yeah
Oh yeah
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