KnownByAlex
I’m Leaving
[Verse 1]
Homicide on my mind, and I'm starting to feel it’s for myself
'Crush be dating all my close ones, my jealously is overwhelmed
And I admit it, that's why I’ve felt-
The feeling of my heart starting to melt
You'll know my name when I'm dead in the dirt
Because I'm not changing my mind, and she ain't changing hers
I was to late, to ask what I dreamt about
Hoped for a second chance, but was stopped by my own doubt
Look at me now, and tell me what you think of
Burning inferno eyes, tell you a story of how I wish to be above
I'll tell you now, I've changed greatly
Haven't been myself much lately
Tear’s have fallen, and I haven’t told a soul
But secrecy of my pain, is the goal
Because if I say what's wrong, who will listen?
Instead of that shit, cut my wrist’s, the blood will glisten

[Pre-Chorus]
I'm holding on, to the memories we've had
Because they're the only things that keep me back-
Back from the thoughts, of my death
A broken record, what word’s of mine are left?
I've cut before, only few will know
Now it's all out there, and you will soon know-
[Chorus]
I'm Leaving
At first it could be, unbelieving
I'm Leaving
I've dodged my death, but today there will be no weaving
I'm Leaving
And only if I find it in my heart-
Will it lead me through this dark
I'm Leaving
I'm Leaving
Nobody Stop Me
I Know You'll Be Watching
My Passing
You'll Know My Name When I'm Gone In The Dirt
You Can't Change My Mind For My Decisions
You Can't Change Love, Especially Her's
Closer To Hell Than I Thought, I Can See Satan's Visions
I'm Leaving

[Verse 2]
I'm Leaving, I won't be seen again
Pray to god, even the one I don't believe in
I know I have nowhere to go
I will only roam
This planet, seemless
Tried to follow my dreams, but now I am dreamless
I swear on my life, I won't go demon
That shit right there, I just do not believe in
I wan't to watch over those who loved me
Therefore my love, is who it will not be
I'm Sorry
But it's time for my ascension
Been here long enough, I've caused so much tension
Uneasiness in the groups I'm around
But now I'm Leaving, and I'll forever be underground
Look in my eyes, they tell a story
Someone I wished to be, I hoped to see my glory
Attempted to help all those that were in need
But every time, nobody noticed me
Helped 122, in one month
Only cured, a few of the bunch
Wish I wasen't having to do this so often
But I fucked up again, cried so much, and now-
[Chorus]
I'm Leaving
At first it could be, unbelieving
I'm Leaving
I've dodged my death, but today there will be no weaving
I'm Leaving
And only if I find it in my heart-
Will it lead me through this dark
I'm Leaving
I'm Leaving
Nobody Stop Me
I Know You'll Be Watching
My Passing
You'll Know My Name When I'm Gone In The Dirt
You Can't Change My Mind For My Decisions
You Can't Change Love, Especially Her's
Closer To Hell Than I Thought, I Can See Satan's Visions
I'm Leaving

[Post-Chorus]
Never Forever..
Thought it would last...
I guess karma caught up to my ass..
Honestly though, time with you was a blast
But god damn, that was the past
Now look where we're at
Anxiety, Shyness, Self Harm, is coming to me for an attack
And now my strength is held back
At my command.. My heart-beat will lack