[Intro: Awkward Z.]
Now I just poured myself a drink
And I'm feeling kinda wavy
Let the problems fade away
Dreaming of some better places
Catch me always down to work
Write a book with all these pages
And my whole life could be worse shout out to my youngin Taylor

[Verse 1: Awkward Z.]
Yeah
I just keep winning and seeing this vision a star in the making the chance that I'm taking
I'm never complaining and honestly I deserve more than these fakes cause they bother me make that a policy
Fugazi I'm stacking these verses don't care if you rate me
Been rapping since Kanye and Kim had a baby
And now I'm just killing this beat with no safety
We all know that I am a man for the people
Pulling these stunts like I'm evil knievel
Look at my swag
Look at my flex
All of these things got me worrying less
Till the next morning I'm feeling depressed
Live for the music that beat in my chest
I got a family
And I got friends
Love is surreal got me feeling so blessed
Who's the controller of all of my actions
Me
The holder of all my emotions
Me
Spitting on mikes with a passion
Z
Never give into depression
Please
A better state of mind used to think that I was crazy
Learn that nothing stays the same I've been through so many phases
[Chorus]
I just poured myself a drink
And I'm feeling kinda wavy
Let the problems fade away
Dreaming of some better places
Catch me always down to work
Write a book with all these pages
Put my soul in every verse
Music running through my veins until
The
Sun down, sun down
Sun down, sun down
Sun down, sun down
Sing it Till the
Sun down, sun down

[Verse 2: Awkward Z.]
People do change that is the truth
Nothing's the same but that ain't nothin' new
Not just a rapper because of my roots
Beat is so wavy my aura is blue
Pause as I drown in my thoughts
War is the devil and love is a god
Coming and going when you in the squad
I find that most of these humans get lost
Most of these humans get lost
Hungry for Power man look at you starve
Shoot for the stars
Follow your dreams
Skin is so dark that I'm scared of police
I didn’t tell em that I couldn’t breathe
Silently screaming and no one could feel it
And I Was in chains but I’m breaking out free
Killing the bad like I'm killing this beat
[Chorus]
I just poured myself a drink
Always thinking bout tomorrow
Will the problems fade away
If I drown them in my sorrows
See a smile on my face
Like I'm post to be the joker
And the saddest part to say is
They won't miss till it's over

[Outro: Awkward Z.]
That's truth
Who got you
Man I ride or die for my crew
In my youth
Ay
That's truth
Who got you
Man I ride or die for my crew
In my youth
Ay