Fucked up my mind I can never decide
If I wanna go out or I just stay inside
Wanted die, Already tried suicide, but it wasn't my time
I hold on for the ride and I figured out everything
When I went deep in my mind and I found out
That I'm just so luck to be alive
Or maybe I'm just on the other side
A spirit walking, I'm in disguise
Making a change so I'm on the rise
Cuz these dumb humans won't recognize
Most of them run off and say their lies
Some of them make up and dramatize
Others aren't playing and traumatizеd
I know its sad but its part of life
None of us know on the othеr side

Aye, I don't know what's on the other side
Do we go off in another mind
Or do we go up into the sky
Right now that don't matter to me
We all just assuming
I don't think the lord would want you
To waste all your time if you never know truly
So I'ma just do me
I'll never be losing
That's why I'll be choosing
What I wanna do
I don't fuck with you
Only fuck with two
You already knew
That ain't nothing new
Why you gotta do
What the fuck I wanna do I don't get it
I let it go cuz the time doesn't let it
I'm never gon sweat it
Cuz I know you never gon' get it