{Intro}

Ay (bitch), ay, you know, I don' came up, lost it all, you know
Ay, I'm lonely as a bitch but, ay, say lil brotha, this shit gon get better
And we gon keep pushing, you know, I-I-I didn't have to speak on this
But I did, you know? (ay, go)

{Verse}

I don't even take care of myself no mo
Back against the wall, I don lost it all
I should've known how it go (go)
3 baby mommas in, I just got some kids

All of them girls is gone (gone)
My n***as is dead, and I can't even spin
Cuz my kids, just can't be alone (lone)
N***a killed Rock, got shanked in jail

I hope he die in his dreams! (bitch)
My girl walked out, and it hurt like hell
I why she decided to leave (go)
My unborn son ain't deserve this shit

I feel like his daddy ain't shit! (shit, bitch)
Cuz Jaylen, momma was with me right or wrong
And I was just focused on hitting the bitch
I can't even comprehend
How I put my feelings first, before everyone else's? (else's, go)
Sipping tequila, and threw back a Xan
Damn I feel so selfish (selfish), I'm a narcissistic bitch
Who think he lit, damn I'm selfless (selfless)

You lose one battle, and then they switch
Damn, I feel so helpless, n***a's keep calling my phone
I won't even reply with a message (message)
I had to get in my zone (zone), I fucked up now it's treacherous

Destiny, sorry for treating you wrong
But I feel like you ain't respect me
Aubrey, I'm sorry for fucking you over
But I still feel like you let me

Katie, I'm sorry for fucking you over
You ain't even deserve it, I'm extra
Did one thing, I did it again
Then it had turned to a plethora

Cujo, I'm sorry for letting you down
We shouldn't of turned to a stepper
Xavier, Blake, Zay, Nathan
I should of never tried stepping up (steppin' up)

Sometimes these emotions start getting the best of us
I should of never start letting up (letting up), I follow my Deen
But I don't even pray enough, I feel like God, keep testing us
I got some money, then I came up
Now n***as focused on pressing us (pressing us)
You was my girl, until the end
Nobody ever impressing us (impressing us)