(Lyrics from leak)

[Intro]
(Hahaha)
Ayy, bitch (22)
Ayy, go, ayy, you know (Rrr-rrr ayy)
I done came up, lost it all, you know (Ain't even gon' speak on this lil' brother)
I'm lonely as a bitch, but–
Ayy, say lil' brother, this shit gon' get better and we gon' keep pushing (Ayy, this my preach, this my testimony)
You know, I-I-I didn't even have to speak on this, but I did, you know? (Rrr-rrr)
Ayy (Rrr)
Go

[Verse 1]
I don't even take care of myself no more
Back against the wall, I done lost it all, I should've known how it go (Go)
Three baby mamas in, I done got some kids, all of them girls is gone
My n***as is dead and I can't even spin 'cause my kids just can't be alone (Alone)
N***a kill Rock, got sent to jail, I hope he die in his dreams (Bitch)
My girl walked out and it hurt like hell on why she decided to leave (Go)
My unborn son ain't deserve this shit, I feel like his daddy ain't shit (Bit')
'Cause Jaylin, momma was with me right or wrong, and I was just focused on hittin' the bitch
I-I can't even comprehend how I put my feelings first before everyone else's (Else)
Sippin' tequila and threw back a Xan', damn, I feel so selfish
I'm a narcissistic bitch, who think he lit, damn, I'm selfless
You lose one battle and then they switch, damn, I feel so helpless (Helpless)
N***as keep calling my phone, I won't even reply with a message (Message)
I had to get in my zone, I fucked up, now it's treacherous
Destiny, sorry for treating you wrong, but I feel like you ain't respect me
Aubrey, I'm sorry for fuckin' you over, but I still feel like you letting me
Katie, I'm sorry for fuckin' you over, you ain't even deserve it, I'm extra
Did one thing, I did it again, then it had turned to a plethora
Cujo, I'm sorry for letting you down, we shouldn't have turned to a steppa
Xavier, Blake, Zay, Nathan, I shouldn't never tried steppin' up (Steppin' up)
Sometimes these emotions start gettin' the best of us, I should of never start lettin' up (Lettin' up)
I follow my [?], but I don't even pray enough, I feel like God keep testing us
I got some money, then I came up, now n***as focused on pressing us (Pressing us)
You was my girl until the end, nobody ever impressin' us (Impressin' us)
[Verse 2]
Ayy, you know how it goin', I'm [?]
(Shouldn't of put my hands on 'em, war)
On my kids, I'm sorry (War)
I feel like I'm damn on ya (War)
Baby mamas, tell 'em, "Sorry, I bummed on ya" (Woah)
I fucked up myself helping everybody out, I can't call on ya (War, war)
I just want to call on ya (War, war)
Baby, can I call on ya? (War, war)
Sorry that I couldn't fall on you (War, war)
I can't even call on ya (War)