[Chorus: i9bonsai & X3luh]
It's too hard to have you 'round
It's true, all this gets around
To know I am around
But it's hard, it's really hard here
'Cause everytime I'm wit' you, everytime I'm wit' you, it's unclear (it's unclear)
Cannot tell with you, I just really wanna know my fear (know my fear)
I know you're smokin, my eyes closed, just sheddin' tears (just sheddin' tears)
But I don't know what to do
I don't wanna see you
Don't know, I don't need to (Can I love you?)
I know that it's hard, yeah (x3luh)
But it's hard for me t-t-too

[Verse 2: X3luh]
Welcome to my world of dust
Shadows of the damned whisps
These figures roam 'round my room
Roamin' soul and pink twists
In the time I brought her here, now shе's something I'll never miss
I'm a dеrelict boy
My brain are so intelligent
And I hate you (I hate you)
I don't love you no more (I don't love you)
'Cause you wasted me (Oh Noo, Noo)
When you walked outside the door
And I'm up now, you ain't talk to me, cause you thought I wasn't shit
See them Trueys on me and my Robin jeans
Me and bonsai gettin' rich
[Chorus: i9bonsai]
It's too hard to have you 'round
It's true, all this gets around
To know I am around
But it's hard, it's really hard here
'Cause everytime I'm wit' you, everytime I'm wit' you, it's unclear (it's unclear)
Cannot tell with you, I just really wanna know my fear (know my fear)
I know you're smokin, my eyes closed, just sheddin' tears (just sheddin' tears)
But I don't know what to do
I don't wanna see you
Don't know, I don't need to
I know that it's hard, yeah
But it's hard for me t-t-too