​i9bonsai
​my diary
[Intro]
C-Cozin, go c-crazy
Lito
Oh, oh

[Chorus]
I think I saw some shit I should've never seen
You don't really know what they did to me
To be honest, I don't know when I'll be free
'Cause if I settle, it would be for such a waste
Oh, just to get away, like I should
Oh no, If I take a wrong turn, it's all over
And it makes me stronger, but not cured
How much longer?

[Verse]
I'll try to put it behind, I'd really do what I could
You don't know if it's with us, even if you really should
'Cause I hate how it is, I don't wanna do all of this
You say you want us to live, got nothin' else to give
Go back and forth like a line
And I can't rid, rid, rid of these thoughts
Make a wish, yeah, I wish that it will stop
All my sins is bеtween me and God
But I don't know, know, know, know, know
Have I nevеr had enough, oh, oh, oh
Because if it comes for me, I know
I'm a plant, a seedling, I'll grow
Quit drawing to my heart
Go look at the stars but we don't have any part
Sometimes, it's only getting hard
So let go of my arm, I guess we're better off apart
Am I done? I don't know, am I?
Got you stuck, deer in the headlights
Finally, say sorry, but what for each time?
Said too much, yeah, I feel like that's a lie
Will I try, will we even go?
You don't even know, where I had to go
I don't really know, how to set the coast
Can I still explain, why I'm still so close?
We need to run, to go
To get out of it all
So I could change the coast
And you always do the most
Oh, oh
[Chorus]
I think I saw some shit I should've never seen *glass shatter*
You don't really know what they did to me
To be honest, I don't know when I'll be free
'Cause if I settle, it would be for such a waste
Oh, just to get away, like I should
Oh no, If I take a wrong turn, it's all over
And it makes me stronger, but not cured
How much longer?
Oh- *glass shatter*