I failed myself
Again today
Liar, liar
It's always been that way
I fell face first
While I was over thinking
Cloud my mind again
Block it all away
Insecure and undeserving
Of all the love
You were reserving
Negative and assuming
I'm numbing myself
Just to keep quiet

I couldn't commit
When it knew all along
It would end up like this
I won't pretend
That I don't want all my secrets back

My own reflection
Won't look me in the eyes
Cause it knows
Who I could've been
But you killed him
You killed him