Verse:

I wish I had a budget, a flow of cash
About 10x more then you’d get at a birthday bash
Could afford studio time, professional engineers
Make some bangers that attract some Guineverres
I wish that I was taller, cuz while 5’8 is average
I’ve prayed for 5’10, that’s probably never gonna happen
I wish that I was shorter, maybe that’s more androgynous
The non-binary term- don’t feel I slot in it
I wish I could wear girls clothes, but I can’t go out to shop
And if I order it online, parents will see what I bought
I like hawaiian shirts and sweatpants, don’t get me wrong
But more then evеr, I just wanna find out where I belong
I wish that I could makе music without feeling guilty
Cuz the odds are built for me, I wilt without attention
I take attention away from artists off worse than me
No matter how much it’s irking me, it’s hurting them more
Wish I was dead on the floor
And at the same time, I wish I could live more
My attitude is piss poor, cuz this war is internal
Guess the albums, nowadays, are journals
I know this isn’t eternal, cuz everybody says it passes
But from my view of the world, this shit is everlasting
I wish that I could go outside, I wish that I could go outside
I wish I had a girlfriend, wish I had a boyfriend
Wish I’d stop being melodramatic
I wish that I could go outside, I wish that I could go outside