Verse 1:

It's been a long day
Been a long week
Been a long month
Been beating on me
And when she ain't around
I feel this sense of ennui
Recovery's beyond me
Or is it?
Got a toy I can fidget with
Got a plug, he legitimate
Got some friends I'll be living with
Counting down every minute then
Bitter I ain't content with it
He mentioned that's alright
It's been hard to sleep at night
Every noise, I jump to fight
I'm ready for this shit to be over

Chorus:

I been reaching out for help, I ain't believing in myself
I done made 10,000 songs, and then I lеave them on the shеlf
I ain't gonna tell a lie, swear I need somebody else
On my knees, I need some help
Oh my god, Oh my god, Oh my
Got myself a plug, the care's apparent on myself
Finally started taking meds, I'm staying wary of myself
Mood swings last long, when it's over, I might melt
My guy ask if I need help
Oh my god, oh my god, god
Verse 2:

Watch Adventure Time in my spare time
Mom tell me I should get some air, fine
I'm aware lines creasing down my bottom eyelids are there
Friends tell me I need sleep, don't know if I really care
Cuz the violets are there on my computer screen
The same daffodils and daisies that done ruined me
Wanting you and me, the“you” in question being anybody
Press your hands into my body, feel my breath, my chest, my self respect
The wellness check, I melt with it, lips on my neck, love more or less
The loving sex, clothes on my dresser, yet they're gone in the morning- sick
I needed that, honestly, swear she barely talked to me
I wish you the back
Now I'm back to me, bitch

Chorus:

I been reaching out for help, I ain't believing in myself
I done made 10,000 songs, and then I leave them on the shelf
I ain't gonna tell a lie, swear I need somebody else
On my knees, I need some help
Oh my god, Oh my god, Oh my
Got myself a plug, the care's apparent on myself
Finally started taking meds, I'm staying wary of myself
Mood swings last long, when it's over, I might melt
My guy ask if I need help
Oh my god, oh my god, god