I learned to survive
Under the knife
I learned to survive (without your kisses)
Under the knife (cut up to pieces)

And I'm waking up to sobriety
Just another day you're not with me
Wish I could escape reality
And drown in the beat drums/drops I'm so lapsed/lost in?
Every day I'm waking to sobriety
Nothing can erase this memory
Wish that I could change reality
And drown in the beat drums/drops I'm so lapsed/lost in?

Calling me out
Because I'm still in love (love human reactor)

I learned to survive (my heart's still beating)
Under the knife (and I'm not breathing)
Look in your eyes (so deceiving)
I'll keep alive (just give me a reason)

And I'm waking up to sobriety
Just another day you're not with me
Wish I could escape reality
And drown in the beat drums/drops I'm so lapsed/lost in?
Every day I'm waking to sobriety
Nothing can erase this memory
Wish that I could change reality
And drown in the beat drums/drops I'm so lapsed/lost in?
Calling me out
Because I'm still in love
Calling me out
Because I'm still in love (love human reactor)

And I'm waking up to sobriety
Wish I could escape reality
And I'm waking up to sobriety
Wish I could escape reality