(Verse 1)
I’m sorry
If I ever ghost you
If I don't ever reply to anything
Sorry
It’s not like I don't want to
I've been thinking all this time
Something I can say to maybe explain how I can explain the way that I am
And it’s not easy, cause everybody leaves before I can

(Chorus)
I fucking suck at texting back
I can’t hold a conversation
I love making myself sad
With my own imagination
I push everyone away
I wish I could make them stay
So bad, so bad, but I can’t

(Verse 2)
So I’ve been
Keeping to myself and kicking everybody out
Cause I don't want them
Caught up in my problems
I can’t do a thing about
I keep overthinking what I'vе been thinking of so I think I'll always be sad
Everybody reachеs out and I want to reach back
(Chorus)
I fucking suck at texting back
I can’t hold a conversation
I love making myself sad
With my own imagination
I push everyone away
I wish I could make them stay
So bad, so bad, but I can’t

(Verse 3)
And I'm lonely
My friends always told me
I can't keep ignoring the friends that I have
Now I'm fucking lonely, wish someone would hold me
But everyone warned me
Now I'm fucking sad

(Chorus)
I fucking suck at texting back
I can’t hold a conversation
I love making myself sad
With my own imagination
I push everyone away
I wish I could make them stay
So bad, so bad, but I can’t
(Verse 4)
And I'm lonely
My friends always told me
I can't keep ignoring the friends that I have
Now I'm fucking lonely, wish I could turn everything back
So bad, but I can't