Always remember to stop, take it all in
Every deep breath i exhale, I’m grateful get
Can’t comprehend it
Why would you want it
Don’t want you to soar
They hope for your plummet
Thats when you realize who loves
Thats when you see their true colors
Thats when you see holds grudges
That when jumps to assumption
Passing judgment
With out thinking of ya
Thats when its no interruptions
Thats when its only me sulken
Thats whens its lonely and solemn
I don’t know the problem but know that i got it
Cause people around me are solid
I’m needing correcting
Just give me a second
I need to refocus cause things that I’m doing
Are easy to question
I found me a purpose, but feel like I’m lost
Pay for my mistakes, how much will they cost
Thats when you see if your strong
After you see that your wrong
Thats when i think about god
Thats when i think up these songs
Feeling like I’m sinking in thoughts
Can’t switch them off
Thats when i just turn and toss
Thats when i can’t connect dots
Thats when i need it to stop
But never does happen
Thats when you give me my props


Thats what you get when you're wrong


Hope they don’t take this all wrong
Big fish in the smallest pond Ive got to the point they
Mention opinions, they think that I’m actually on
Small minded thinking
Got me feeling iffy
Why worry about the state of your rep in the state that you rep
Its just one of the fifty
Have to admit to that I’m scared
I can’t admit I’m prepared
But can i admit that my prayers
Selfish and always pertaining to something to I’m needing
Or pleading of fear
Have to admit its unfair
Praying to get me to where i want
Having to look in the mirror
Wondering if this is just for my ego
Or actually leaving a legacy here
Don’t want my error exposed
Don’t wanna become a joke
Don’t want my secrets disclosed
Don’t want my nieces to know
Guess we’ll just see how it goes
That what you get when your on
Praise it while you’re on the fall
Hate you until you are gone
Like when they did mj wrong
Why it take death to forgive and move on
Zoned out, can’t hear the noice
Can’t enjoy it, I’m too paranoid
All these thought, till i hear a voice
Says this all heres just to fill a voids
Better wise up right here’s your choice
You can break down or keep your poise
Buzz buzz interrupt from the phone
See some stuff that i don’t wanna know
Gotta go

Thats what you get when you're on