Bridge:
Feels like i'm almost, it's coming close
Fuck am I gonna do?
It's too late for a new start
This is the only thing that I know
VERSE 01:
Sometimes I feel like all I ever do is
Find different ways to word the same, old shit
Ever since I was born
From the day the lil boy called “ Breon Prince “ had came out
Started thinking that if my name was wrong
Cause when things went wrong
I was that one they would put the blame on
I thought I was made to be a modern-day piece of crap
Tried to say it was how I was born, dawg
Gangsta? Naw, just lived in a crazy ass home
Had to change my ways, they said i'm way too soft
And I thought I wouldn't become anything, anyways
And these fangs have been out ever since that day
But tis this day, until the instant that I've went against it, everyday
It was ingrained into me that I wouldn't amount to a shitstain I thought
No wonder I still have to unlearn everything my brain was, fucking taught
Do I really belong in this world?, I wondered
I tried to play my part, I knew I wouldn't have took that shot
So back and forth in my brain, this tug and war wages on
And I don't wanna seem ungrateful or disrespect this life that god has set me upon
But sometimes you gotta take a loss
And have these people rub it in your face before you get made fun of
And you keep yellin', it's my own outlet
And your only outfit so you know they will talk about you
Better find a way to counter it and make it, fuck
It that to hard to say, that, uh
How many times can I say the same old shit, but now I say them in rhymes
What I really want to say is, if anyone else has the same story that I lived
Bet you feel the same way I felt when I was in the same place you are
When I was scared to...
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VERSE 02:
It's like I was there once, crazy ass mom
Hated my appearance, I had to change it to find a place in this world
And that pain makes all this anger spawn
But it wasn't until I put the pain in my words, I learned who to aim it on
That I made a mark, started to say some shit that lit a spark, In me
Learned how to be harmless, while my thoughts were dark
And there was a lot of crazy shit, but that's my fucking thought
As soon as I started to look from apart
People started to appreciate my heart
And it just breaks my heart to look at all this pain I've caused
But what am I gonna do when all this comes to a pause
And the lights go out in that baseball yard?
And this window is closing and there's nowhere else my thoughts are frozen
And I'm broken cause there's lot's of emotion in me, and for that
I make a bunch of cover songs that I put my crazy thoughts on
So til the break of dawn, here we go, i feel like my smile is gone
But I'd rather say “ Fuck You “ than say another mothafuckin'
“ Love You “ uh
Now I don't want to seem indulgent when I discuss my lows and my highs in this life
My uprise and my cries, prayed to God
I have opened my eyes, now I thought
And now, I have the supplies and the tools to hopefully use them and make me get by
Enough to lift myself up if you feel like I felt
Cause I can't explain to you how fucking exhausted my heart has felt
Just having to balance my whole-goddam self
But on eggshells I was told to walk
But thank you, ma, cause you gave me the
Strength to be the best thing that I can be in the ( place )
At least I made it out of that house and a found a place in this world when the day was done
So this song is for kids like me, that all they did was dreamt of one day just be getting accepted
I am like him or her, anyone similar, Em is the reason why I made this song
And everything you're scared to say don't be afraid to say no
From this day on, just let dem fuckin' a-holes talk
Take what they say with a grain of salt and yell at dem you fucking suck!
The legend of this angry kid will live on though my sista's thoughts
And to think I was...there
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