[Verse 1]
Sorry for the stupid things I said
I went too far
Under the influence of my head
I know it scarred

[Pre-Chorus]
I'm tired of giving me, giving me, giving me, giving me
Sympathy, sympathy, sympathy, sympathy
And it's just killing me, killing me, killing me, killing me
I'm making blind decisions

[Chorus]
I wish I understood my
Thought process
I shouldn't listen to my
Self conscience
Do I wish that my friends were
More honest?
Somebody call me on it
And I know I don't listen sometimes
And I'm trying my best to change my
Thought process
Thought process

[Verse 2]
Hate when I let down the onеs I crown and it cuts deep
Pressure mixed with pridе is always snide, that can't be me


[Pre-Chorus]
I'm tired of giving me, giving me, giving me, giving me
Sympathy, sympathy, sympathy, sympathy
And it's just killing me, killing me, killing me, killing me
I'm making blind decisions

[Chorus]
I wish I understood my
Thought process
I shouldn't listen to my
Self conscience
Do I wish that my friends were
More honest?
Somebody call me on it
And I know I don't listen sometimes
And I'm trying my best to change my
Thought process
It's just that I can get so
Self conscious
I know my friends don't wanna
'Cause conflict
So they don't call me on it
And I know I don't listen sometimes
But I'm trying my best to change my
[Bridge]
Thought process
Thought process
Thought process, thought
I know my friends don't wanna 'cause conflict (Ooh)

[Chorus]
I wish I understood my
Thought process
I shouldn't listen to my
Self conscience
Do I wish that my friends were
More honest?
Somebody call me on it
And I know I don't listen sometimes
And I'm trying my best to change my
Thought process
It's just that I can get so
Self conscious
I know my friends don't wanna
'Cause conflict
So they don't call me on it
And I know I don't listen sometimes
But I'm trying my best to change my
Thought process
Thought process (Wanna change my)
Thought process
Thought process