You don't
Have to take the long way home
‘Cause right now
I don't need to sell myself
I think I need some help

Bad years
Wasted them in college
Don’t know why I did
Maybe I was voiceless?

Okay
Blame me
News to excite me
I still feel unsightly

No way
Deranged me
My mind is a prison
Been locked with precision

Blame me
Don't phase me
Push on the throttle
This life must be borrowed
Lately
Not ok
I feel so much sorrow
This life must be borrowed

Life
What is the point of mine?
Thought it was self defined
But now I spend all my time
Comparing your life with mine

And I don't know what I want
‘Cause I don't know what I need
To maintain my belief
In my own ability