But I'd rather
Live inside
My fantasies
Than go outside

I'll keep moving
From one extreme
To another
It's healthy
Do I like this?
Why can't I behave?
But hey
I don't like this
Must forego a change

As I'm writing
This fucking song
I have sat here
God knows how long
But what matters
Is you sing along
But I'd rather get invited to go do something

I know this shit is normal
I know I'm not insightful
Some days I'm in denial
Today I hate the lack of-
But I'd rather
Live inside
My fantasies
Than go outside

Stoned on YouTube while in my room
Still in my room
My afternoons
Seems so easy to just leave my room
But I won't leave soon
My afternoons

I just want to make a change in my life right now
But I don't think I can keep myself motivated