[Verse: Austin and “Voice”]
I’m playin' my music and I’m poppin' myself
I’m paralyzed and I’m scared to die
And I’m tryna yell
Prepare the knives and I’m terrified
Every day feels like I’m in Hell
Save my soul that I’m tryna sell
I just wish someone would notice me
I don’t feel like I’m the man I’m supposed to be
Pick up the pen and the pad so I can flow to the beat
'Cause I don’t live in the present, I live in my head
“Austin you’re scaring me”
Oh, you don’t like what I said?
How 'bout I read a bedtime story to put you to bеd?
Or I could bury my issues and suffocate you to death
I havе a voice in my head, yeah he talks a lot
Says he’s the devil, like no, you’re just a thought
I remember cryin' on the floor when my ex left me
“Oh guys, Austin’s gettin' deep, it’s very heavy.”
Guys, hush, you’re making me insecure
“Jeez, Austin, you’re so innocent, and pure
You get on my nerves
Be careless for once, pain is honestly what you deserve”
Guys, please stop, I’m losing my thought process
“Austin, you overthink life. Half of your raps are nonsense
I think you’re obsessed with depression”
No I’m not
“Dude, Javier and Justin know this
That’s why they laugh and think the shit you put out is trash”
No, they don’t think that!
“Sorry, Austin, it just be like that
Umm, you can’t rap!
Didn’t you once steal rhymes?”
Oh, guys, that was one time! Let it go!
“Didn’t you also cut yourself?”
Okay, one time, let it go!
”No, laughing at your pain is kinda fun
Hold up, wait, not done.”
Guys, I’m fucking done tryin' to prove it
I’m so lost, I try to be positive, but y’all pushed me to do it
I’m right and you win
My persona is fake, I wanna be somebody I’m not
So when I’m the other person, I always think I’ll never make a mistake
”Poor you, you only care about yourself”
It’s not even like that, I just lost my mental health
“Nah, nah, you playin' the victim”
Can you just shut up?
”Cohn Head called you out, you should go and diss him.”
I don’t want drama!
”Gee, Austin, you never listen.”
I heard you loud and clear
Hey, what’s your name, again?
“Oh hi, I’m fear”
Why you still here?
”I’m only here to let you know who you are
Just look back in the mirror”
”And as you sit and think life through, just don’t be mad at me
'Cause... I’m you...”
What the fuck? No you’re not
You’re just a voice in my head, bro
Half the shit you do is, like, in your own control
”I just felt that you’re mental a little bit, have fun”