[Verse 1]
Feel embarrassed when I’m honest
I break things just like your promise
I’m too scared to read my comments
I hold on to what you said
I take lies to fill my head
Most the time I hold my breath
Overthinkin' 'bout what’s next
Left on read just like a text
When express how I feel instead of tryna flex
You want me to rap different, eyes twitchin', act different
Bullets missin', snakes hissin', I don’t wanna act anymore
My wounds are not healed, I still feel sore
My girl introduced mе to her friends
I just stay silent, feel safеr when I stay quiet
They probably think I’m weird but that’s okay
Have all the words in my head
I just don’t know how to say it
I’m socially awkward, I feel like a broken kid
I feel like I cannot be fixed
Too stuck, no way out
I get invited to parties I just never leave my house
Feel like nobody listens to my music
I feel like I doubt myself too much and it’s mentally abusive
This ain’t my last album, it’s too depressin'
Hate puttin' out music when they don’t get the message
I feel like I’m not good enough
My brothers tell me to be a man, I don’t wanna always feel tough
I lie to myself beyond the surface
I live most of my life feelin' nervous
I feel laughed at, attacked bad
I’ve been thinkin' too much
Maybe I don’t think enough
Blast my life on the 'gram, but the internet cannot define who I really am
No one can
Tell ,e how you feel but I just waste my time
Told me to call you but you said you’re busy
You just hit decline
If you’re listenin' to the song, please don’t take it wrong
This is just how I felt, I think I need help
It’s okay, it’s better if I fix it myself
I place this chapter in the shelf
Save me, I’m suicidal
Depressed is the new story, then I guess I’m the title
Killin' myself in the same way as my idols
Say the Devil hands an idol, but I just have a tight grip and this blade won’t slip, I hate this
But it’s all I ever known
First attempt at four years old, 16 years later, nothing’s changed
Except few faces were made from that day
Bros gone, old friends passed away
They had roses on every casket so they know it’s me
I’m destined to be depressed and lonely see the anxiety closin' in on me
I guess I’m a mess
Haven’t found the reason to fix me yet
I complain out the way, it doesn’t really make sense
I won’t take the medication they give me 'cause I’m still convinced it took my momma’s breath
Tell lies inside my ears for years in search for the truth
Just make sure you tell 'em
Just make sure you tell mem
[Hook]
Just make sure you tell my family it’s okay, I’m sorry
If you’re late, I’m sorry, too much weight, you know me
I don’t wanna live to see another day, I’m sorry
I can’t stay, I’m sorry, too much weight, you know me
Just make sure you tell my family it’s okay, I’m sorry
But it’s too late, I’m sorry, too much weight, you know me
I don’t wanna live to see another day, I’m sorry
I can’t stay, I’m sorry, too much weight, you know me

[Verse 2]
I understand if I seem like a lunatic ramblin' to you
Barrel to the temple, but I’ll never shoot
Askin' for a shine, or a light to shine through
But I do another line or smoke up another blunt in my room
I act like I’m fine and put a up a fun just to get through (Just to get through)
When I die, just throw away my ashes
They say I’m too dramatic
If you heard the stuff I wrote, I’d catch you by the throat
Now I don’t plan on being no G.O.A.T
Year 2019 made me feel like I’m drownin’, I still struggle to float
I don’t do drugs, but you can say I’m an addict to the rappin'
'Cause I’m automatic, I like to take shots but get shot down
Oops, I’m shot now, how could I fall off if I never fell down
I say it loud and I say it proud
I speak my mind, that’s all that matters
People like my style, I’m flattered
Lyrics don’t mean a thing in 2019, look at these rappers, they promotin' hazards
Always try my best to do right
But bein' myself is the hardest part of my life
Just tell 'em
[Hook]
Just make sure you tell my family it’s okay, I’m sorry
If you’re late, I’m sorry, too much weight, I’m sorry
I don’t wanna live to see another day, I’m sorry
I can’t stay, I’m sorry, too much weight, you know me
Just make sure you tell my family it’s okay, I’m sorry
But it’s too late, I’m sorry, too much weight, you know me
I don’t wanna live to see another day, I’m sorry
I can’t stay, I’m sorry, too much weight, you know me
Just make sure you tell my family it’s okay, I’m sorry
But it’s too late, I’m sorry