[Hook: Alex Marie Brinkley]
Help me, I feel so numb
Oh, what have I become?
Oh god, I feel so numb
Oh, what have I become?

[Verse 1: Yesify]
I’m writin' this song at 3AM
Here we go again
I’m walkin' out the darkness and I barely made it
Hope this reaches all the people that can’t escape it
I was tryna numb the pain, I was afraid to face it
I was tryna run away from the hurt
I didn’t know what it would do if I felt like livin' was any worse
Some try the pills and the therapy
But that shit was never there for me
Your people can’t relate if thеy haven’t felt it themsеlves
Feels like everything they say when you complain doesn’t help
You’re seekin' deeper everyday
When you’re awake, you’re hell
You think you change along the way, but it’s too late to tell
It’s like you were rollin' with the thunder and fell
'Cause when the lightnin' started crashin', you did as well
Your demons are kickin' down the door
When they never ringin' a bell
To tappin' on the windows 'till they put you in a cell
I know you’re feelin' defeated, you try to keep it a secret
Your weakness got you believin' you need a doctor for treatin'
You’re followin' the basics, you’re makin' it convenient
[Hook: Alex Marie Brinkley and Yesify]
Help me, I feel so numb (Feel so numb)
Oh, what have I become?
Oh god, I feel so numb (Feel so numb)
Oh, what have I become?

[Verse 2: Yesify]
Take that shit and flush it down the drain
You’re lyin' to yourself just to relieve your pain
Luckily, I’m still breathin'
You lay and look at the ceilin' all night when you should be sleepin'
Now I keep repeatin' the moments when I was beatin' and broken
Now you’re bleedin' emotion
I post about my feelings—and you think I do it for attention?
Maybe I do it for someone that listens
Maybe a cry for help, not to mention
Y’all don’t know I’m with a girl
She loyal and never keeps secrets
'Cause as you know, girls are my biggest weakness
I’m gettin' too attached
When I see you’re close with guys, I overreact
But I hope this will last
I need to move on and start writin' for my past
Before I break down and crash

[Pre-Hook]
Writin' this song at 3AM
3AM, here I go again
3AM, here I go again
3AM (3AM, 3AM)
[Hook: Alex Marie Brinkley]
Help me, I feel so numb
Oh, what have I become?
Oh god, I feel so numb
Oh, what have I become?