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People acting like they know me, but they don't know me well
Most my days I stay up in my room and asking for no help
I don't even love myself
Yeah I stepped up on a crack but I think I broke a bone
I complain 'bout being lonely but I make myself alone
No one even call my phone
Only time that I am safe, is when I'm at my home
Overthinking everything, just lives inside the dome
I'm tired of the beefing, I'm thinking that it's pointless
I always needed thеrapy, but cancel my appointments
I grew up in thе ghetto
Call me poor but I ignore what they say
'Cause it made me, 'cause it made me
The man I am today
Sometimes you gotta let go of who you was before
And open up new opportunities, but faith closed that door
I dash like the small things, act like I don't see
I spent most of my days acting like the world's out to get me
Vocalize my troubles, but who really listen
Always think about the childhood that I'm missin'
That I'm missin', that I'm missin'
When people try to help, I just push 'em away
Assumin' that's the only way to stay protected
Is if I live my life in defense, afraid of rejection
I'm only paranoid for my protection
I'm only paranoid for my protection
Me and my thoughts are like sellers, we always trade
How can I live life knowing I'm always afraid
People don't realize when you go through trauma it don't fully process in the brain, uh
I got people begging me to open up
When really I just can't explain