[Intro]
Are you here?

[Verse]
Austin, man, your life is so damn perfect
You have everything handed to you, punk, you don’t deserve it
Yeah, you’re probably right
But let me tell you 'bout the story of my life
“At least you have a mom, at least you have a dad
Why the fuck you always postin' that you sad on Instagram?”
First of all, my dad don’t even notice me
So I lock myself in my room and write some poetry
The family is laughin' which really makes me overthink, overthink, overthink
Momma never had a car, so I always took thе bus
Oh, you don’t like me? That makes two of us
Just to clarify, I was thе kid in the background
But luckily, I’m back now
I stay quiet 'cause I enjoy silence
My bipolar disorder kicks in
There’s gon' be some violence
I get replaced, or put on the shelf
How could I trust anyone if I don’t even trust myself?
Bro, at least your home life wasn’t crappy
But just 'cause I had everything, doesn’t mean I’m really happy
I fuck up a lot with relationships, I wish I didn’t
I think my girl was right when she said I never listen
I told her, I would change a million times and never did it
Apologies don’t mean a thing if you never fix it
This life is not what I expected
Everyone’s gonna switch up on you, that’s just my perspective
Some people at first make you feel protected
But those are the ones in the end who hurt you and leave you second guessin'
Don’t tell me to calm down
I think I just need some space (Some space)
Didn’t think I lost somethin' (Lost somethin')
I never had in the first place (First place)