(Verse)
You should check my life-style
This shit quite wild
All them M’s she gone bite down
Mama knew i was a bright child
I was selling candy in school i helped her when the lights out
You know how much cash i fuckin’ had fore’ i put them dice down?
My mama told me, yeah she been had told me, “watch them n***as you hang around”
Sometimes the flawest n***as be the n***as you been around
Make me feel like the law was around when you around
He was in that dorm all by his-self, he made them kite him out
Any unnecessary movements gotta wipe em’ out
I step outside in all the this gucci gotta wipe him down
I used to wanna sign to Roc or Gucc’ im independent now
Thats just cause’ all this gang that i done been around
Give me the game
Teach me to fish
If I don’t catch no fish it’s not yo’ fault, you helped me out
I thought i had this figured out, but that shit wasn’t working out
And if my bitch start tripping, had a baby
Went to jail, they let me out
I wish i would’ve finished school sometimes I think it couldve helped me out
But fuck it
Teachers said i wouldn’t be shit, but now they check me out
Im thankful that they sat me down, cause’ n***as tryna take me out
They need to free the Yakman, that’s just another blackman
Going through the same shit im going through
At the same time can’t trust nobody I don’t who is who
Knock at my door, I answer with my glick like,” who is you?”
I fell for that shit once can’t be no number two
How could you look at me and assume you know what i been through?
You knew this shit was coming soon, N***a im dropping too!
N***a if i don’t make with option one, I plan for option two
I go to the hood, but im just stopping through
Even my mama tell me “baby keep that Glock with you”
This shit in my body walk around like seven shots with you
Prolly’ the realest shit you ever heard since i had that soccer too
Wanna take this shit back when we was mobbing too
I lost so many of my bros, i don’t pop one percocet, im popping two
That’s just how it is
He try you wrong then i’m gone pop him too
Sometimes i feel like i killed kurly, could’ve stopped him too
I told myself, “ he still would’ve been here if he was in that house with you”
I wish i woul’ve gave T-Man that xan, but she still hurt me dawg
If i smoked that blunt with PoodaMan, then he would’nt went to jail
I know i could’ve stopped alot of shit, but this shit ain't fair
I could’ve stopped it or at least been prepared
Cause’ with these demons ain't no elevators i took the stairs
Police look at me like im aggressive, that shit make me scared
If you know a place where i’d be comfortable then take me there
Wanna be with, and not nobody else
I told reckless not to go (X2)
I shoulda’ stayed with him but i told reckless not to go
Shoulda’ seened lil cheese some mo’
N***a killed my brother
And the funeral
I could’nt even go
When one of my brothers died, this shit just take me back to mourn
And when my brothers cry that’s just more tears they adding on, and i give all my folks’ a shoulder when they need me there,,
But when i need them, it just be me there