Annihilated
Inarticulate
Shadow cast sight
Two broken fingers
Scabbed clothing dried into cut up flesh

I can't feel
Medicated blind
Hallucinating and
Starving myself to death

Lights
Visions
Symptoms of my disorder
Stupid
Fumbling
I'm a danger to myself
Mood-swinging from the end of a rope
Gradient life draining gray
Dying

Shrouded in wounds of the soul
Those which never scab and bleed eternal
Drying my mind
Dull my sight
Pitched further into the skin I detest
Stab
Stab into my flesh
Scrape away through the blood and meat
Hopeless
Hollow my bones
Open my veins
See the void of I
Shrouded in Pain
I succumb to the hatred
I succumb to the loneliness
I succumb to desperation
I succumb to disgust
I succumb to the guilt and shame
I succumb to the loss
Circle of salvation tighten and break
The breath
The chain
The neck
The life that never was

Hurt me
Kill me