[Sample: Carmella Soprano]
You have a made a fool of me for years with these whores
Now it’s come into our home?
You’ve been fucking her!
What does she have that I don’t have?
Just go away, please, I can’t stand it anymore
[Hook: Kamia White; Dorian]
I don’t know how much I can deal with
I know it’s tough but please don’t let go
(Repeat x 3)
[Verse 1: Dorian]
All we do is fight
Every muthafuckin night
Not ladylike to talk like this, but it’s only muthafuckin right
Based off all the shit that I’ve been through and how I muthafuckin feel
It’s so muthafuckin real, how do I muthafuckin deal
With you
Cause yo ass don’t listen, hardly ever paying attention
Give a fuck about my opinion
We done grew so distant, walls is up like a partition
Way too comfortable with friction
Somethings missing from our kissing
Trying to figure out where we went wrong cause everyday I’m giving my all
Am I smart enough, Am I pretty enough
My past scars are they still raw
Is it someone else, does she look better
Is she more fun, Is she more clever
Does she get wetter, is she a jetsetter with a better job
Fuckin homewrecker
Fuck that I don’t need this shit
I kill you and that stupid bitch
It’s out of character for me to act like this
Whatchu expect when you been dismissed, with no respect
This the side effects when you use yo erect
To inject and interject or deject our effected connect
Can't take this shit ha
[Hook]
[Verse 2: Dorian]
Look, I know that I ain’t been shit
But everytime I said I love you that’s exactly what I meant
No matter how many calls I missed or how many other hoes I kissed
They just a form of masturbation
Girl my heart really is, with you
I got a funny way of showing
Lying, cheating and tip toeing
Get some head instead of boning
Fucked up way of being loyal
Being true to my morals, but the truth is that I’m scared
That all my scars going get re-opened
Done been there once, can’t go again
Crying everyday, not feeling like a man
Vowed to myself to never ever let another one get the upperhand
That’s why I can never be all in
Half my heart is half-dead
It’s fucked up and so wrong that the one I love the victim
Not dealing with it, fuck no
So I’m going to keep running through all these hoes
Rather transfer my pain on to you
So go ahead and call me an asshole
I done seen and heard it all before
My line of heartbreaks is out the door
Girl you don’t know what you in for
But that’s what happens when you love a whore ha
[Outro: Kamia White]
I don’t know how much I can deal with
(Repeat x 3)