[Intro]
(Stay with Vegas on the wave)
Hm

[Pre-Chorus]
Deep down I feel I'm dead, nobody help, but that's on me
This shit that's in my head, not for the world, love for the weak
Confide inside my girl, pacin' the house and I can't sleep
I done gave up the meds, it's blockin' things that I can't see

[Chorus]
Can't put my problems on nobody, so I grieve
The wounds I covered on my body, you wouldn't believe
So who am I to judge? Not judgin' you, I judge me
Everybody say they stay, I turn around and then they leave
My mind I'm tryna heal, but this shit here breaking me
I feel I'm way too deep, I'm asking God to save me
I be right there for them, how n***as still betray me?
Not talkin' Eminem, but n***as slim and shady

[Verse]
Heart breaking I can't take it, I just wish it was gone
A lot of problems I be facing but I still carry on
Who do I call? In a space that's so vacant
Like, who I lean on? When my hopes start breaking
Thuggin', no more druggin', I'm just cleansin' my soul
I'm right there when it's ugly and I vow not to fold
It's me the problem tuggin' and it's nothin' to hold
Not trippin', I'm like fuck it, I can handle my own
I'm goin' in, iso, isolation from the whole world
Father, I'm not rushin' anything, I hope they all thorough
I know you got my back and I don't question where you at, but I'm tired
The pain be so intense, so from the problems, I might run
I sit and reminisce, I wish that I ain't pick up that gun
They told me make a wish with you, I need a one on one
But fuck it, no regrettin', I can't change the things that's done
Striving, I'm survivin' like I'm walking on a tightrope
I feel I got nobody, say they love me, shit be typo
They say that they be ridin', but that pipe, I hold it tight though
You only live once, but shit, I ain't livin' right though
But Father, forgive me, for ways that I'm living
I try not to relapse, the evil ways be so tempting
You see I'm tryna change, like, why the hell would you tempt me?
Like, why they take advantage of me when I'm so giving?
[Pre-Chorus]
They told me sing and rejoice, but yet my body so sore
I'm giving all that I can give, but yet they still want more
Can't say that they all ridin', now who all aboard?
But shit, it's me or them, life or death, I'm drawin' the sword

[Chorus]
Can't put my problems on nobody, so I grieve
The wounds I covered on my body, you wouldn't believe
So who am I to judge? Not judgin' you, I judge me
Everybody say they stay, I turn around and then they leave
My mind I'm tryna heal, but this shit here breaking me
I feel I'm way too deep, I'm asking God to save me
I be right there for them, how n***as still betray me?
Not talkin' Eminem, but n***as slim and shady