[Intro]
How can I see my own existence?
Living in fluid contradiction
And I know that I bought what you sold
But here I sleep at the bottom with my bed of stone

[Bridge]
I just wanna stop
But we can never stop

[Chorus]
Is it bad that I wanna feel pain?
Is it sad that I’m digging my grave?
Call it mad if you wanna
Everything you could never explain is the thorn in the side of my brain
Call it mad if you wanna

[Verse 1]
How can I question absolution?
Am I a slave to my illusion?
And we bury you deep in the mold
And I stay on the edge cause I can’t let go

[Chorus]
Is it bad that I wanna feel pain?
Is it sad that I’m digging my grave?
Call it mad if you wanna
Everything you could never explain is the thorn in the side of my brain
Call it mad if you wanna

[Post-Chorus]
Tension drowning me out
Don’t even recognize mе
Madness calming me down
I just wanna make it stop
Tеnsion drowning me out
Don’t even recognize me
Madness calming me down
I just wanna, I just wanna, I just wanna

[Refrain]
I don’t wanna stop
I don’t wanna stop
[Chorus]
Is it bad that I wanna feel pain?
Is it sad that I’m digging my grave?
Call it mad if you wanna
Everything you could never explain is the thorn in the side of my brain
Call it mad if you wanna

[Outro]
I don’t wanna stop
I don’t wanna stop