Oh, I'm wondering

[Caleb Giles]
Ain't slept then I wake up
Sunrise in the morning
Cartoons and I'm laid down
I rise for a moment
Been tired and hopeless
Feel fire approaching
For the things that I've done
For the things that I'm holding
From the scars on my hands that I got
From me boxing my focus
Cause it's hard when you can't see the land
When you promised to show us
But it's not what you know
I put it all on the faith
Bet my house on the rock
With a two car garage and a gate
Winter is long and it's cold in the summer
I'm shining today, been too long
I'm alone but I know that I got through the day
Night comes knocking my way

[Gio Escobar & Caleb Giles]
Tell me what the day feel
(Don't come knocking my way)
Nothing like the rain feel
I changed, there beneath these eyes are my life
Pain felt strange til I spoke with you, you, you, you
Look into my father's eyes and I realize
I realize why I was wondering
Oh, I'm wondering
I'm oh so tired