[Verse]
She mixed the little blue pill with the sedatives, put the Xanax in a row
I just did something I promised I would never do, we were children then, I was born to
I built a tiny house full of empty rooms
And I'm smoking now, taking sleeping pills, just to seem like you (Just to)

[Pre-Chorus]
Just to be like you, just to be like you
Just to be like you, just to be like you
Just to be like you, just to be like you
Just to—
Just to be like you

Just to—
Just to be like you

[Chorus]
I know it doesn't matter
I know it doesn't matter
I'm not scared of the moment
I'm just scared of what's after
I'm just scared of what's after
I'm just scared of what's after
I'm just scared of what's—

I know it doesn't matter
I know it doesn't matter
I'm not scared of the moment
I'm just scared of what's after
I'm just scared of what's after
I'm just scared of what's after
I'm just scared of what's—
I know it doesn't matter
I know it doesn't matter
I'm not scared of the moment
I'm just scared of what's after
I'm just scared of what's after
I'm just scared of what's after
I'm just scared of what's—

I know it doesn't matter (matter)
I know it doesn't matter
I'm not scared of the moment
I'm just scared of what's after
I'm just scared of what's after
I'm just scared of what's after
I'm just scared of what's— (AFTER!)