[Verse 1]
It just hasn't felt the same in the same way it used to, no
I suppose that that's just something I've just gotta get used to now
Close my eyes and do whatever I imagine that you'd do, but I
I'm not sure, I'm not sure

[Chorus]
Because everybody's happy and with everybody laughing
I can't help feeling like I abandoned you
I wish I could've gone instead of you
It sounds a bit macabre because it's true
'Cause there's a certain pain in everything I do

[Verse 2]
Someonе told me, "Let the pain go"
Almost punchеd him in his face, though
If I let go of the pain, I might cease to know your name
It's been so damn long
I can't picture your face, I've been so damn wrong
In so many ways
I've been holding on
That will never change, it's all for you

[Chorus]
Because everybody's happy and with everybody laughing
I can't help feeling like I abandoned you
I wish I could've gone instead of you
It sounds a bit macabre, because it's true
'Cause there's a certain pain in everything I do
[Outro]
But I don't like to talk about it
Everyone tip-toes around it
Feels like they're tip-toeing 'round you
All I ever really know is
All I ever really know is
It's all for you, you, you, you