{Part I: Live}

[Chorus: 1XFIGHTER]
I love you for who you are and nothing else
If you left me, I'd contemplate killing myself
You finally want to live, I'm so glad I helped
I'm happy I can help with your fucked mental health, but I still feel

[Verse: 1XFIGHTER]
That I'm the source of happiness and sorrow for you
I'd block the rain and the cold from you until my face is baby blue
I hate myself, I love you, and that's why I'm stuck in my room
I'm like how everyone feels 'bout me, dark and confused
Help me so I can help screw
The fact in your head that I won't just go up and leave you
You beat up yoursеlf 'cause psychosis sucks, and although it is true
Whenеver you regress, I'll make you any food
That you would like as long as it's not drug-infused
I'd have a--

{Part II: Love}

[Verse 1: 1XFIGHTER]
It's kind of hard to find real love when you've been beaten and abused
Past relations left some marks and left me high and confused
Sometimes I tell myself that I'll never be enough (Whoa)
But I remind myself she told me that and that she never deserved my love
Is it really my fault?
That day, was that me at all?
I was going one-fifteen, rubber on asphalt
The day I asked for her number was when I started to fall
December twenty-third, I cried under a tree
I ran right out of that house just as the clock hit three
I wish that I could say I miss who I used to be
I've learned who I really am and now I'm scared of me
[Chorus 1: 1XFIGHTER]
I'm so funny
And so cocky
Yet I never even looked out for myself
You almost killed me
So, believe me
You weren't good for me or my mental health
I'm so funny
And so cocky
Yet I never even looked out for myself
You almost killed me
So, believe me
One of these fucking days we'll meet in Hell

[Verse 2: 1XFIGHTER]
Ever love someone so much you let them drive you insane?
I don't love that girl anymore and I'll say her fucking name in vain
Bloo's just so much better, and honestly, I'd kiss them in a storm right under rain
Sit on a metaphorical bench and I'll showcase what she did to my brain
She made me hear her fucking voice as she slowly died, next morning, she didn't even explain
Hang yourself in front of me, why don't you? I bet that it'd make me feel fucking great
I don't get sad anymore, I just feel this weird physical motherfucking pain
Pretend to love then lie, my dear, and just increase all my built-up hate
My built-up hate

[Chorus 2: 1XFIGHTER]
I'm so funny
And so cocky
Yet I never even looked out for myself
You almost killed me
So, believe me
You weren't good for me or my mental health
I'm so funny
And so cocky
But I never even looked out for myself
You almost killed me
So, believe me
One of these fucking days we'll meet in Hell
I'm so funny
And so cocky
Yet I never even looked out for myself
You almost killed me
So, believe me
You weren't good for me or my mental health
I'm so funny
And so cocky
But I never even looked out for myself
You almost killed me
So, believe me
One of these fucking days we'll meet in Hell