The bottom broke out below me and now I'm falling
I was at rock bottom, there's no one that I'm calling
I accept my fate to meet the pearly gates
But instead, I meet a fucking demon face to face
It isn't Satan, no, not a demon at all
A real-life fuck-up with a face that appalls
Get away from me, you can keep my shit
'Cause in my mind, all you left me for is that dumb dick



The ceiling caved in above me and now I'm rising
I made it to the top without trying
Then I finally try, and I get put down
I tried so hard in school; At least I say I did
But really, I just slept, had dream, woke up, hid
If I can run from my thoughts, I can save me now
Better do it quick and lose a couple pounds
Fat-fuck, I look in the mirror, say to myself
Flirting with everyone I see isn't good for my health
"My little chubby boy" Are you fucking with me?
Flirtatious talk ran into a wall, it's history
Everytime I meet anybody inside school
We end up never speaking again and, well, yea, that's cool
But every other time, I end up hurt as fuck
I left others in the dirt, and now it shows in my luck