[Chorus]
I'm tryna run through the motions of the future
I was hurt biting dust
I turned it upside down
Her love was a curse and I was looking for comfort
Lessons I learned I paid in full
Reminiscing memories of losing my mind
I know I see the signs, yeah, I'm taking my time
But what if I want some validation
In the hedonistic pressure of escapism

[Verse]
They ignoring my calls when I Facetime
I'm waiting patient till I’m poppin' on their timeline
Pulled my finger on the trigger, now I'm racin'
I've got a blessing, gonna turn the tables upside down
There's no time to waste, gotta get through the crowd
The looks on their face is confused by our sound
Feign is the name, it's hard to wear it out
Driving in their lanes but we're jet bound
Used to be in the dust but I'm up right now
I'm right on the cusp of blowin' up right now
I'm rocking the shows, I'm in my zone right now
On my darkest days I turned it upside down

[Chorus]
I'm tryna run through the motions of the future
I was hurt biting dust
I turned it upside down
Her love was a curse and I was looking for comfort
Lessons I learned I paid in full
Reminiscing memories of losing my mind
I know I see the signs, yeah, I'm taking my time
But what if I want some validation
In the hedonistic pressure of escapism